Anger

I sort of had an out of body experience last night (not really but that sounds good) and it made me realise shit Ive become a snappy cranky old woman!. I snap over the littlest of things and take no dose of bullshit from anyone....why cant Í just be calm and not let the minuscule things worry me?....How do I change myself into that calm person I want to be?......I think the reason I have become this way as I used to let people treat me like crap back in the days of being a shy and very introverted girl....I was in a very abusive relationship when I was younger and leaving that behind I started to feel I deserved so much better and it was within my right to say and do as I please. Don't get me wrong...I love people, I love conversation, I love company, hate no one and generally see the good in everyone but now I fear I am pushing a lot of people away due to coming across as a complete bitch....at first I thought I just sounded headstrong or dare I say it, a bit of a feminist....but its time I came to terms with the fact that I sound more like an idiot with a foul mouth and anger issues. Time for anger management ?
Shirt - Little Axe Girl - Cause we all have an angry little girl inside... sometimes with pigtails and a hatchet. - Juror 2