I feel like such a shit mother......

Today started out good but as the afternoon rolled around everything went downhill. The slightest noise bugged me and I later realised my face was kind of aching from the permanent frown I had on my face. I feel angry and emotional. Hormones maybe. Maybe it is just that I have four children and a small three bedroom house which means no where to escape. Maybe it is because I feel frustrated that I don't have a job that makes me happy at all or the fact that my hair is styled by the humidity in the air. Maybe it has something to do with a stupid women's magazine I read today with absolute shit articles like 'get your body beach ready' ....wtf?. I vow to never ever buy another magazine with such crap inside....I knew I should have just stuck to Frankie. I feel too busy to actually enjoy my life to its full extent. Sometimes I feel too young to deal with a teenage son

Maybe its time I borrowed these from the library......

Dirty Little Secrets and I Was A Really Good Mom Before I Had Kids by Trisha Ashworth and Amy Noble....just so I reassure myself that I'm not so bad.....or if I really am that shit then I'm not alone.