Gym today for an hour after driving class. so far only 380 cals. I will be strong and eventualy beautiful.

i don't know what i'm gonna do on vacation when i can't be on here.

for all the people who commented and followed, i want to say that you are the wind beneath my wings and are helping me more than you'll ever know, so thank you!! T.T

ok, more background b/c i'm feeling share-y today.

i've tried dieting before (like the "i can eat whatever i want but have to work out hard every day" way) with my mom but it never worked out. i would always be really good for the first few days and then i'd slip up and quit. my mom wasn't that great of a help b/c she was never motivated to lose the weight. she's probably 290-ish and i guess she just doesn't see anything wrong with that. when she was younger she was REALLY PRETTY. i'm talking Black-Brown hair to her shoulders and a very tiny waist, pretty. after she had me and my brother, she just kinda let herself go.

i want to walk into a room of people and feel like everyone is staring at my tiny waist instead of avoiding my thunder-thighs and rolls. and i will work as hard as i have to to get there.

Wishing everyone has a great, strong, beautiful day,
Elle