i choose THE worst time to be on this diet.

definatly broke 500 cal yesterday (had a sleepover w/ my closest friends, they don't know and wouldn't understand not eating more than 500 cal per day), fuck, and today is the family picnic, so 300 will be really hard. good news is that i drank no pop other than the diet stuff and we walked about a mile and a half that day so hopefully it wasn't that bad, can't weigh myself b/c H is sleeping in my room >.<

after this it will get better, i'll make it get better.

ok, i'm gonna talk about my friends now. S, my little ray of sunshine, is THE PRETTIEST GIRL EVER. she's italian so she has that olive skin that browns and she's a size 6 without even trying. and she has waist long blond silky hair, not even fair. B is H's sister, she's in college and we're alot alike. Both S,H,and sometimes B are religious. they're baptist and i find it really akward when they talk about church and band (both are in band) b/c i'm not into those things and when i try to show them what i'm into they don't accept it very well. S is really niave, and H is a tomboy.we're not like each other but we really love each other. and they may get on my nerves...A LOT, but i wouldn't trade them for the world.

gtg quick,parents,
ttyl,
Elle