I'm Going to Get There !

HELLO LOVELIES!!!

i'm back and now i've got more drive than ever. ladies, i want this, so bad, i'm gonna get there somehow!

let's see, since wensday...
i've gone swimming for an hour, had a horrible fight with both of my parents, got my . and generally have been alright.

i've decided that my daily cal max will be 700 and that i will do about 200 cal worth of working out every day. once i'm off my period i'll start swimming again for an hour which burns a whopping 1000+ cals, until then i'll have to deal with running and general housework. (today I folded clothes for 50 min = 211 cal) haven't eaten yet today and i'm probably not gonna eat until 3 pm or so.

sometime i might upload pics, but i'm a little insecure b/c of the obvious fact that i'm 279.6 (stupid period, i was 276 yeasterday) and the fact that i have HORRENDOUS strechmarks from being fat and from growing about a foot in 4th grade.

well lovies, i'll leave you with some thinspo,i adore you all
Elle