The Year of My Revival

hello my gorgeous sparrows,

well, today seems good, i'm down to, got this, 269.8 lbs. i'm estatic about this development. and i'm going to keep a low cal count today. it's about 2:20 pm and i've already eaten all i want to eat today. i think i'll liquid fast saturday and sunday.

i plan not to top 600 cal today.
Breakfast- sobe lifewater (0 cal)
Lunch- leftover veggie lasagna (350 cal)
Dinner- Miso soup w/ mushroom chunks (43 cal)
Snack-(options)
-sobe lifewater
-regular water
-green tea w/ 2 sugars (10 cal)

ok, i need to let off steam so here it comes...

well, my father want's to spend time with me before school starts. i'm not particularly thrilled with this idea, seeing as i have nothing in common with him and i don't particularly want to do anything. of course, i myself can't tell him this because for as long as i remeber he has "beaten" my ability to say no out of me. now my mom, she doesn't understand why i can't just tall him myself, and she wants me to spend time with him. But i have 5 days of summer left, 2 of them i am doing something. and frankly i don't feel like wasting the last of my summer doing something i don't wanna do with someone i don't particularly like.

*sigh* what do you all think?

i'm calling the upcoming year (haha, i start my years according to the school year) The Year of My Revival. this year, i'm gonna get tiny, i'm going to speak my mind despite what others think and feel, i'm not going to do things i don't want to do, and most of all i'm going to find me again. the last few years i've gotten caught up in everyone around me's bullshit, and i don't want that anymore. i have 2 years before college. i'm not gonna squander them.

i'm going to start a new gadget on my blog giving me things i wanna do before i graduate.

shine like a star in the night sky girls,
Elle