I'm back, hey ya'll. (oh yeah, i'm an american *face-palm*)

well the monday-wensday fast didn't work (28 hours) but i did end up rolling my lazy ass outta bed and running for 20 minutes this morning. maybe 200 cal gone. and lunch was a small salad w/ italian dressing, fries which i ate maybe 80% of and crutons which i ate 1/4th of. so not bad. and dinner is easy to get out of b/c i have TAB tonight.

the funny thing about that picture (previous post, sorry for the retenal scars) is that i HADN'T noticed how much FAT i had hanging on me. obviously i realized that i wasn't "tiny" but i thought i was "normal" and i was cool with that. then i saw how at school, i barely fit in the desks, and that other girls had like a foot between the edge of the desk and their stomachs. i had maybe an inch. and in pictures i looks like a monster compared to S or H. so then i took to looking in the mirror after a shower and i was DISGUSTED by how flabby and loose my skin was. Sorry just decided to give you guys a little background of why i started this.

well, that's it for me, love you all,
Elle

P.S.: ok so not much for you guys but just try to realize the impact that you have on the live of others (in other words some bitches have been being rude and disrespectful to my friends and i wanna tell them to cut it the fuck out, sorry, again not aimed at you guys)




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i LOL'ed.
this thinspo in the style of the lovely Zette. you're amazing lovey, don't let the haters get you down.