hello lovies,

ok, to be honest, i have eaten like crap the last 2 weeks. i need to lose about 20 lbs and then see how that dress fits. so i'm gonna do what i do best. make a plan. i'm gonna do the ABC starting january 1st. until then ( 6 days) is gonna be less than 600 cal. starting the 1st i'm heading to the gym 3 times a week. Monday, wenesday, friday. after Drama, from 5 pm to 6-ish. now exceptions. from now on when i eat it will only be in the company of others and only to wave away their concern. i'm in this i'm sick of this pussy shiting around that i'm doing and i've gotta change that. waiting for the money from christmas to buy those diet pills and then i have birthday money to get other things. no more crap, no more wishy-washy behavior. i'm in this to lose. and lose i will.

Love and happy holidays,
Elle