hey lovelies,

thanks for the comments, i now realize that 45 lbs in 2 months is CRAZY @.@ so i'm shooting for 10 maybe 15. and i'm gonna start going to the gym, it'll help tone and i won't just be losing fat. but i feel really weird going by myself to the gym and my mom will not go with me. so maybe i'll go after drama and stay for an hour swimming or running on the treadmill and doing weights. *sigh* i just want this fat gone...

well, as i said, drama (as in the club)started this week, hence the lack of compy updates. i reherse every monday/wenesday/friday from after school till 5. i've been eating like a whale this week too. worst day was an intake over 2500 and my best was probably around 450 cal. i probably didn't lose that much either. today will be bad, i'm planning a surprise party for S (her birthday is today) and me and H are gonna bake a german chocolate cake and go to the movies and have chinese for dinner. it's a sleepover too so no laxies allowed.

next week i have to do better. i have to, no excuses... well that's all that's really be going on in my life.

love and weightloss wishes,
Elle