hey, well guess whose nose grows???

me!!! you know that day i said i wouldn't eat, well i ended up eating tater tots and fudge, DAMN THEM. and then wensday i had only about 500 cal. Thursday was good as well maybe 600-700 cal and today is gonna be the hard one. i'm having a new years party w/ my friends and were getting chinese at 10 pm and celebrating. also i have a volunteer day today at my library w/ H and after Mom might take us out to lunch. i was planning on fasting till the "event" but if my mom takes us out then i have to eat b/c she suspects. SUCK :/ anywho, did i mention i got a scale for christmas. seeing as my mom had stolen mine and gave it to dad for those Troop boxes i got a new one and it says i'm 266.4 pounds, so i've lost a little recently.

here's to the new year and the new chances we'll get.
Elle