and the life came crashing down...

well hello again my little petits,

1)i have my period, 2 weeks late but better now than never
2)i have been eating like i'm in need of another layer of fat (SOOO NOT THE CASE)
3)and i have a summer job that is gonna be so F-ING amazing if i can keep my hands off the fried shit.

well, 1 is self explainatotry. 2 requires that i tell you guys i have discovered that i use the multiple layers of fat on my body as a physical barrier between me and the nasty, awful, hurtful world. and i wanna take my fat coat off. now it's a matter of convincing myself that i will in fact be able to deal with the words of hateful people without the extra 160 lbs. and that leads me to 3, my dad has started a blanket selling business.(they're really veryy comfy, they're faux mink and SOOO soft) well this summer he wants me and one of my friends to travel through Ohio, Michigan and Indiana to fairs to sell these blankets. now, such freedom would allow me to not eat for long periods of time and also allow me to make money. downfall is the multitudes of fried food surrounding me.

i'll say more when i'm off the rag,
Elle