EEEEWWWW EEEWWW EEWW, fuck fuck fuck!!!

i didn't weigh myself when i started this blog and now (1 day into the reduction diet-thingy) i'm a whole 10 lbs heavier. (283 lbs, how fucking digusting , i honestly want to just cut my stomach off)

so, tomarrow i will not have any food and i will work out until i burn 1000 calories on the treadmill.

PLAN: 1 cup tea w/ 2 tsp of sugar (30) AND THAT'S IT!!!!

run/walk until i burn 1000 calories (kept via the neat calorie counter on my treadmill ^^)

i'll post later this week and see if it's gone down (*crosses fingers* i'm gonna hate myself if it hasn't T.T)