hey!!

last few days have been hard. Saturday sucked @ss, but sunday was the worst (over 2000 calories i think). but i'm forgeting all that b/c that's in the past now.

today i managed to not eat until diner tonight (b/c i have to eat w/ my family so they won't freak on me) and when i did eat i only ate 380 calories!!!! i finally did it, my first day of restricted eating!!! i feel sooooo good.

i'm going on vacation thursday so i might splurge then but i will keep it controled. if i don't then i'll go to the gym and work out for an hour and then fast for a few days.

i figured out that Green Tea (0) w/ 2 teaspoons of suger (30) is a girl's best friend cause that's what helped me through the day.

it's easier to not eat on the week days b/c my mom works and my dad and brother couldn't give a f***. i'm gonna shoot for better tommarro, maybe under 300?!! and i'm gonna try to run too. Gotta lose this weight somehow!

ttyl
Elle ^.^